okay , heres the things i have never write anything about love here because i dont know what to write about it . but i dont know hows my feelings towards him come once he add me at my facebook . pffft , why you are coming back when you have just dissapeared from me about 10 months .
he is my ex boyfriend and hes my first love . okay i know people just know im only having umi shahi . some my old friends know about him , but yeahhh my new friends still dont get it who is he . he is soo important to me , and hes the one that know about my feelings and who am i . people not knowing about him , because i think its too private for me to story about our old relationship .
begini laa , penat akuh skeaping speaking neh kan haha . akuh tringat mase first time ktrg kenal , drpd seorang kawan lelaki dan ktrg chatting tnpa ngk mke langsung . decide nak jmpe , then blew dah jmpe urghhh jatuh cinte pulak . haha ini mse akuh form 1 , its soo unbeliavable im falling in love with guy when im 13 . too young and who cares ? haha . mmg sgt bahagia dan akuh dengar semua ckp akuh , hello dea pon kuat kongkong tak laa seteruk bf akuh skrg . skurangnyer dea tak kesah about what am i wearing , cume biasa laa spe tak jealous kalau akuh mecet ngn jantan lain kan haha . pasal break off , okayy its too private im soo sorry . but hell yeahh akuh still cintekan dia . other than umi shahi , dea laa ex akuh yang akuh paling cinta .
i just remember the times we promise to be together forever and you will married me one day . but janji tinggal janji . its nothing , semuanyer salah akuh . mungkin akuh tak matang dan bodoh . dia mmg baik , i am soo stupid left him go just like that . i still keep the pooh bear you give me , sweater , tee and soo on . opps i couldnt remember what else present you have give to me . and one things , akuh sgt sedih bila kaw ckp kaw dah tak sanggup simpan satu balang yang berisi surat akuh kasi kaw mse akuh form 1 dan de batu2 berwarna dlm tuh . kaw ckp bila kaw ngk balang tuh kaw akan sedih dan susah untuk lupekn kaw . skrg balang tuh dkat tgn akuh , giliran akuh yang tak boleh lpewkn kaw . pooh bear kaw masih menemani akuh tidur , sweater kaw masih akuh pakai .
selama kite lost contact since form 2 tuh , kaw dtg kembali mse form 3 ucapkn goodluck untuk akuh amek pmr . yeahh kite contact smule , but at that time i have boyfriend . and you are the one that give me support to break up with my ex bf because he cheat me too many time . dan kaw juge yang hulurkn tangan untuk bercinte ngn akuh semula . tp akuh tak boleh accept kaw sbb akuh rse kaw baik sgt dan akuh fedup . akuh tipu kaw mcm2 , dan akuh dah de umi shahi . im so sorry , im soo mean and i know what are you feeling right now . its too hurt . dan akuh ingat kite lost contact terus bilaa shahi mengamuk tak kasi akuh kawan ngn kaw . akuh mase tuh rase sedih sgt akuh tak boleh terime . then akuh contact no lme kaw , kaw dah change new no. okay , maybe you just think i am soo mean and no heart feelings . but you are wrong , i still have a little pieces call love in my heart .
but now kaw add akuh balik kat facebook , hati neh sgt berbunga . hnye tuhan je tawu , yeahh i have to private some picture from you because im too ashamed you seeing all my pictures . i just felt like its embarrasing for you to see certain of my picture . and hell yeahh i remember that we've never taking picture together because you are to shy . we've never riding motorcycles together , kalau hangout pon kaw yang amek akuh naik bus kaw snggup jemput akuh . akuh sgt terharu , akuh ingat lagi orang taxi ckp yang ktrg neh nak kawin ke nmpak bhgie je . i dont know if you still remember all our memories together . okayy just end here because you have girlfriend and i see both of youu look happy together . taknak jadi orang ketiga yang meruntuhkn hubungan orng lain .
i just want to forget about our memories and look forward to the future .
p/s : kalau kaw bace kaw jangan lak nak ketawa laa hape , its serious . ;) i am happy if you are happy . your new beginner was a perfect ending , hopefully .
